I wish to go to a dude ranch

Giana

12

brain tumor

Giana on horse

Giana gets back on the horse

Giana gets back on the horse

By Kali Sherman

According to her dad, Giana was practically born loving horses. She carried a stuffed horse everywhere she went until she was able to meet real horses and learn to ride them—which happened shortly after she learned to walk. 

Giana’s father and primary caregiver, Ken, often took her to ranches to go horseback riding. Interacting with horses brought Giana a calming sense of joy. Giana felt like she was flying when riding on the back of a horse.  

One day, when she was 9, Giana was sent home from school with flu-like symptoms and wanted to take a nap. Yet when she tried to sleep, she was too hot, so she laid in the bathtub to cool down.  

“She called me into the bathroom and asked me turn on the shower with cool water,” recalls Ken. “Then suddenly, she said, ‘Hey, why’d you turn the lights off? Turn them back on. I can’t see.’ And I thought she was messing with me, but she was insistent.” 

In a matter of minutes, Giana was fully blind. A minute-and-a-half later, Giana was semi-conscious and couldn’t speak or hold herself up. Ken called 911, and the ambulance arrived within six minutes.

The hospital staff immediately ran a CAT scan and found a ruptured tumor, causing blindness. “There were no options,” Ken says. “It was take out the tumor, or she will die."

 There were no options. It was take out the tumor, or she will die.

Ken

Giana's dad

During the first surgery, the doctors relieved pressure inside Giana’s head. Hours later, after she was stable enough, Giana underwent a second surgery to remove the tumor. A few days later, a third surgery was needed to relieve more pressure inside her head.   

During her first month of recovery, Giana was watched around the clock by nurses who rotated shifts in her hospital room 24 hours a day. The normally bubbly nine-year-old was so weak that her lung collapsed. Giana didn’t open her eyes for two weeks, and she couldn’t talk for a full month.  

In total, Giana was in the hospital for two-and-a-half months. Since the tumor was in her brain’s fourth quadrant, which controls vision and motor functions, Giana had to relearn most behaviors we learn as toddlers, like walking, talking, smiling, eating, and going to the bathroom.  

The doctors thought Giana wouldn’t recall most of what had happened. But her dad says, “She was a lot more conscious than anybody thought. She got really bad Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. She would have these panic attacks and bursts of rage, and we would end up back in the ER.”  

To address Giana's mental and physical health, Ken spent most days taking her to numerous specialists all over the Bay Area. To help with her PTSD, Ken took Giana to check out the Giant Steps Therapeutic Equestrian Center in Petaluma. Unfortunately, the center closed due to COVID, so she did not receive treatment, but Ken will never forget the experience they had. 

Giana and Dad

Giana, pictured with her dad, Ken, finds out her wish is coming true! 

"Giana put her arms around a horse, and the horse sort of hugged her with its head," says Ken, recalling their visit at the center. "Giana started sobbing. I started crying. It was just such a beautiful moment. Horses have always had a special connection with Giana." 

When it became clear Giana needed additional treatment, a team at Kaiser recommended the Centre for Neuro Skills, where nearly every type of therapy Giana needed was under one roof. Since she needed so much help to recover from her brain tumor, it was arranged for Ken and his daughter to move to an apartment near the Centre where Giana received various therapies for 32 hours a week. 

After the fifth month, Giana's health improved, and she was referred to Make-A-Wish. Although she had lost the basic motor function knowledge, she never lost her connection with horses. 

For Giana’s wish, she wanted to experience the feeling that brought her so much peace and joy before her diagnosis—she wished to go a dude ranch to ride horse.  

For months to follow, Giana underwent rigorous weekly physical therapy to build back her strength. Her wish would be the first time she'd be back on a horse since before her cancer treatments. 

C Lazy U Ranch, a beautiful horse ranch tucked in Colorado’s majestic Rocky Mountains in Colorado, was the perfect place for Giana to get a unique and much-needed experience with horses. 

Ken describes the anticipation for her wish as the first time she's shown excitement after her surgeries. "Giana was so thrilled about the wish," says Ken. "She talked about it quite a bit with her friends, and I even overheard her on the phone talking about it with my mom, too." 

When it finally came time for the wish, the father-daughter duo flew out to Colorado and were amazed by what they saw. Ken says, "Make-A-Wish provided a trip I never could've given her. The ranch itself was amazing. I think, most often, places don't really live up to the hype. But this place did. And Make-A-Wish lived up to the hype too—everything was exactly what a child's wish should be."

The ranch staff worked directly with Giana and her father, getting to know her on a deeper level through a series of questions, and matched her with the ideal horse for the week—a beautiful Chestnut brown horse named Tank. The two were a perfect fit. 

Everything was exactly what a child's wish should be.

Ken

Giana's dad

“The ranch manager came up to me the first afternoon and said, ‘We understand what brought you here. What can we do to make this trip better for her?’” says Ken. “They ended up giving Giana private riding lessons that weren’t included and really went above and beyond to make the experience the best for Giana.” 

For the four days Giana and Ken were there, Giana connected with Tank, grooming him and going on daily rides. She even dressed him up in rainbow-colored hair extensions. For added fun, Giana also ziplined and practiced archery—another activity she had enjoyed before her diagnosis.

“This wish is meaningful for a few reasons,” says Ken, “First, it’s something she’s always wanted to do, and she came very close to not ever getting the opportunity to do this or anything else like this again. And second, it’s a way to help her turn the page and move on from everything she’s been through.” 

Now, Giana has made a remarkable physical recovery. She continues to ride horses and participates in gymnastics! Her wish serves as a powerful testament to her strength and resilience. 

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